That Love Shit
Sucks when you love someone, they love you; they have commitment issues and are scared because of all the shit these ignorant hood bugger bitches put them through. It’s a shitty situation and a shitty story, especially when the fucker has the worst trust issues ever seen or dealt with. It sucks when you know what you want and who you want is in a semi-fucked up place mentally, but is fully aware of that and is scared to change and accept the fact that not all females are the same. You know that even though it’s what you want you probably could do and deserve better, but you’re not sure if better would ever feel like you deserve them. I was told, “It’s up to you. How much can you endure? They could be the absolute dumps, but something about then could just set your soul on fire; a feeling that you never felt before.” Unfortunately, that’s exactly how it is with him. Something about him and the way I feel when I’m with him and around him. It makes me push the shit I hate dealing with out...