Girl, Interrupted

Over the years, one of the friends I thought was true to me, that saw me through a lot of new things for me, opened the door to a world I always belonged to but never entered, turned out to be the most phony, manipulative, selfish, superficial, ungrateful person I've ever considered my friend. I hate when I hold someone on such a pedestal, put so much trust and faith in them, always stick out for them, and make myself available to them whenever they need anything no matter what, and they just pretty much spit in my face. Just another prime example of why you can never put all your trust into someone. I'm not saying everyone is the same, but at the end of the day people like that make you second guess and be more analytical of the people you consider your friends. 

It amazes me how some people who you were there for and loyal to can walk all over you and spit on your friendship without any remorse. It amazes me how they can be so manipulative of certain situations, attempt to play the victim, and never ever pay back what they owe (in whatever form). These are the same people who spend all their times screaming from the mountaintop about how they don't have friends, any loyal friends. All the while they fogey the ones who were loyal to them while they trampled all over their friendship and generosity. I'm over it. I'm tired of associating myself with individuals who are ungrateful parasites sucking their hosts dry and then forgetting they even existed. I'm tired of individuals who talk about how loyal and trustworthy people are not and at the end of the day they're simply talking about what they see every time they look in the mirror. People really just disgust me to be completely honest. Makes me just not want to befriend peop...