Early Morning Thoughts

It amazes me how some people who you were there for and loyal to can walk all over you and spit on your friendship without any remorse. It amazes me how they can be so manipulative of certain situations, attempt to play the victim, and never ever pay back what they owe (in whatever form). These are the same people who spend all their times screaming from the mountaintop about how they don't have friends, any loyal friends. All the while they fogey the ones who were loyal to them while they trampled all over their friendship and generosity. I'm over it. I'm tired of associating myself with individuals who are ungrateful parasites sucking their hosts dry and then forgetting they even existed. I'm tired of individuals who talk about how loyal and trustworthy people are not and at the end of the day they're simply talking about what they see every time they look in the mirror. People really just disgust me to be completely honest. Makes me just not want to befriend people in the first place because more times than not they're in it for some kind of personal gain. I'm too loyal and too true of a friend to deal with people just sucking all the positive out of me. Can't do it anymore. I can't continue to be the person who still gives a fuck about salvaging a friendship that only I give a fuck about. I have better things to be doing with my energy than trying to hopelessly mend, or salvage, a friendship that will never go anyplace. People in this day and age are don't know what the meaning of a true friendship is. Hell people in this day and age rarely have morals and values.