Throw in the towel...


I am tired. I’m tired of working on myself and becoming a better person for people to only ever see the me that used to be. It’s as though they’ve found the skin I shed and are still so fascinated by it that they’re unable to see this shinny, beautiful new layer that lay beneath. It’s tiring. Feeling as though I am always on the defense. Feeling as though I constantly have to defend myself.  No matter how hard I try to show people who I truly am beneath all the hurt, the pain, the heartache, and all the mess that I’ve been through they refuse to see me. I’m standing right here in front of them not allowing my past to define me, to change me, to continue to harden me, but they refuse to see me. I’m tired of standing here.

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